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hehe, sje sje je post..
tak sia sia aku kne belaja menaip dlu..
huhu..


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Post untuk hari ni..

Actually, tak banyak pon nk cakap.. huhu.. 

just nk gtaw yang KEADAAN da makin pulih...

untuk sementara ni la.. huhu

erm, nk ckp everything back to normal tak jgakk..

huhu, susa nk terang kan..

but tak de kelam mcm seminggu yang lepas..

lme gle la kali ni tak contact.. huhu

sume nye sbab sume nk ikot ego..

hmm, tak elok la mcm nii..

mcm kne bawak berbincang je..

tapi erm.. ntah la.. 

tgok la mcm ne t..

huhu... arini kat tmpat keje borink glee...

huhu.. tak de makanan lak tu nk makan..

perut pon da lapa...

tak pela, mkn angin je,,

jap g blek ngan meja meja aku makan :p

hehe, time to go...

tq blog sbab tlg saya meluahkan perasaan.

Macam ni La lebih Kurang

chest to chest
Nose to nose
Palm to palm
We were always just that close
Wrist to wrist
Toe to toe
Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose
So, how come when I reach out my finger
It feels like more than distance between us

In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I've been California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king
Eye to eye
Cheek to cheek
Side by side
You were sleeping next to me
Arm in arm
Dusk to dawn
With the curtains drawn
And a little last night on these sheets
So, how come when I reach out my fingers
It seems like more than distance between us

In this California king bed

We're ten thousand miles apart
I've been California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king

Just when I felt like giving up on us
You turned around and gave me one last touch
That made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused wanna ask you if you love me
But I don't wanna seem so weak
Maybe I've been California dreaming

We Found Love

Yellow diamonds in the light
Now we’re standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine
What it takes to come alive
It’s the way I’m feeling I just can’t deny
But I’ve gotta let it go

We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place

Shine a light through an open door
Love a life I will divide
Turn away 'cause I need you more
Feel the heartbeat in my mind
It’s the way I’m feeling I just can’t deny
But I’ve gotta let it go

HAPPY ? tak........

LAme nye tak update my blog nii..
hehe.. ble rase nk tulis baru la dok nagt ngat blek psword sume
tapi tak pe.. still ngat :)
hmm, ari ni just another day for me..
MOOD : bese bese je
Npe la asyik je GADO ek...
SALAH aku ke...
MACAM tak je...
tak pe la... tak KISAH salah spe ponn....
I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY...
susa sangat ke....
aku rase aku tak bnyak peel..
ntah la... gado je perlu ke tak nk contact sume...
MCM BUDAK BUDAK je aku rase bnde nii....
nk ckp bnyak aku sndiri tak taw nk ckp ape lagii..
myb slah aku jgk... ntah...
slah aku sebab... aku pon tak taw npe
tak la aku tak salah...
dye yang salah...
tak pe la, bia la..
pape pon yang jadi aku just tak suke di layan mcm ni...
should just let it go...
MAYBE.

this feeling :(

Tak bole tdo.. y? i dont really know.. huhu.. but this is something that i can be sure. One of the reason is that i don't know what to expect in my relationship.. i put so much in it. i dont know what will happen in it in a long time. will i have my happy ending? i really dont know.. this is so much to handle.. why i have to think all of this.. cant i just enjoy the moment. sometime i really dont like the way i was born with. to much thinking. i will freak out over a simple thing that sometime i dont even have to think about it. i dont know how to handle with this feeling. i dont know who to refer to give an answer that can satisfied me. this is really frustrating. :( it really bothering me. hmm, i want to ask him the truth what he has on his mind about this relationship but im too shy to just shout the questions.. taknak la cm aku je yang teburu buru.. aku bukan nk smthing lam mase tdekat ni aku just nk smthng yg bole uat aku rase selesa ngan bnde ni n yakin. k, la. da lwat. out. just nk cte kat someone n this is how my way to express it. huhu.

mohd fakaruddin mohd kamil

love him very much ! :)

Rarely online kot after this :)

Aku rase lepas ni aku da rarely online kat sini da..huhu..coz pas ni da keje tmpat len..hehe..dlu mmg la sonok kan salu je leh online...but after this..huhu..msti da jarank nk on9 lagi da..tak pela, aku nk crik pengalaman yang lebih baik dari kat sni..hop ape keputusan yang aku uat ni btol aku tak nk la after this aku regret lak decision aku ni..hemmm, tak pe la tak try tak taw kannn kann..haha..nmpak benar aku nk sdapkan ati sndiri kan..hehe..

keje bru tu nanti kat pj, so msti la da jarank nk blek uma lagi da kan..tapi tak pe la..lpas ni msti da tak pat nk update blog n tak pat la nk men game cityville lagi ...hehe..city ville makin bez pulak, tapi aku bru je stat men kebelakangan ni... :p

Rasenye msti kene marah ngan atok tu pas ni..tkot plak..hmm, yela salah aku jgak coz uat notis 24 jam, tak pela, aku siapkan dulu sume kerja k..jgn marah da ! haha

doakan yang terbek tok aku!! :))

Susah nye nk buat keputusan :(

Tadi aku baru je pergi intebiu kat pj..then alhamdulillah aku dapat da keje tu.  Aku g intebiu ngan amny roha, hehe, dye pong dapat gak..tapi aku de masalah lak kne start keje ri senin ni, aku lom anta g notis kat sni, so macam mana aku stat ri senin ni, lau aku nk anta notis 24 jam op kos la kene marah kan..huhu..da la bnyak g keje tak setel (tapi aku dok update je blog ni kan) haha


Sebenarnya lau ikotkan ati aku nk je tros anta notis kat sni, tapi tu la tkot gaji kene tahan lak..da la tak pat gaji g ni..lau dye nk aniaya kan aku leh je kot..adugai..hmmm, pning plak..cmmane niiii???


Tak pe la, aku ngat aku anta je notis then sok datank gak keje stel kan sume sume, hop lau kene marah pon pas ni da tak jmpe da kan..adugai, srius aku rase bersalah gle! :(


Hop sangat aku uat keputusan yang terbaik tok diri aku...AMIN ...

M U N A J A T C I N T A ( sweet lagu ni )

Malam ini, ku sendiri,

tak ada yang, menemani,

seperti malam-malam,
yang sudah, sudah

Hati ini, selalu sepi,
tak ada yang, menghiasi,
seperti cinta ini,
yang s’lalu, pupus

Tuhan kirimkanlah aku,
kekasih yang, baik hati,
yang mencintai aku,
apa adanya

Mawar ini, semakin layu,
tak ada yang, memiliki,
seperti, aku ini,
semakin, pupus

Hari ni Dapat Taw Something

Tadi lulu cerita something kat aku..hehe..klaka lak ape yang dye crite tu...this is about my past..Even perkare ni da lame, tapi aku still interested nk taw..haha..tapi it's good to know :)

Ha, haritu aku da g intebiu tu..peh, kne uat grammar test..haha, melalut lalut je aku jwab.. tak pe la aku tunggu peluang len lak..huhu..adugai, hop ade la tmpat len lak, nk shortlisted aku..hemm, susa nye la aku nk pat kejeeeee! hish tekanan lak kadank kadank.. :( 

Susa taw da besa ni upenye, lau time blaja dulu at least aku blaja je..ni da besa nk start life, kene adapi macam macam dugaan plak..hmm, hop ALLAH always tabah kan aku, amin :)

Keje kat sni ntah la, aku tak leh nk msuk la ngan keje PA ni, aku tak rse jiwa aku ssuai kot..tapi skunk kan da tak pk sal mnat ke ape kan yang pnting leh idop n pat gaji, tapi aku tak puas ati ngan gaji gak, so wajib la aku ngan segeranye crik keje len.. :) :(

Akhir sekali time aku tulis post ni kua lak lagu, cinta pantai merdeka, teringat plak 1st love aku dlu, haha..ni lagu 1st heart broken aku..ha, nk cite sket, lam idop aku, aku ade 4 ex.. huhu.. yang terakhir da berakhir 8 bulan lalu..now aku nga idop single. not bad tak de pape masalh pon single sebenarnya..juz kadank kadank ble kenangan tu datank je, susa sket, tapi lame lame akan okie sndiri, so aku juz anggap ni sume da takdir n kene rdha :)

Kepada sesiapa yang nga bercinta tu, hop jage diri bek bek, yela guy ni time sayang mmg la berjanji itu ini, tapi ble dorank da berubah hati..hmm, pham pham je la ek...so, ble ptus tu tak la rase rugi kan, coz tak rugi pape la..haha..

Okie tu je la ... t lau petang de pape yang terlintas kat pikiran ni, aku tulis lagi.

Lagu Heart Broken :)

Kalau aku heart broken ni la lagu yang ade lam playlist aku :

- Impossible , Shontelle
- Hati yang kau sakiti -  Rossa
- Jangan Pernah Berubah - ST 12
- Leave the pieces - The Wreckers
- Masih Cinta - Kotak
- My Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne
- Take A Bow - Rihanna

Tapi yang paling pnting.. aku bgtaw diri aku...nk sad tak pe, asal kan jangan keterlaluan, lau orank da tak nk, bla je la :) tak mati pon..hehe...ala, skit ptos cinta kan, lme lme ilang la.. jangan merayu or pjok guy yang cm ni..tak bebaloi..! hehe... akhirnye, msti korank proud ngan diri korank :))

Mood : N O F E E L I N G

Skunk ni nga takde mood tok ape ape pong..nk keje pong cm malas je ni..huhu..
penat la life cm ni..aku btol btol tak taw ape yang bakal berlaku ngan future aku.. :(
arghh...sad!

Ape je yang kte perlukan lam life ni ek...

- Family yang memahami.. really important! pape pong fmily comes first! :)
- Bagi aku a really good relationship leh uat kte rase appy even tok seketika.. :)
- Tapi now aku tak bersedia lagi to start a new relationship, tapi ble nmpak de couple datink, jelez tu ade cket     la..tapi kan life single pon not bad taw! btol tak tpu, tak de pape komitmen..sonok..hehe
- Nak ade banyak duit kat tangan so, tak kan la nk borink lau ade banyak duit kat tangan kan. leh tgok movie yang plg pnting, aku ngat t nk uat maraton movie la..spe je leh tman, adik aku la..hehe 

Something W R O N G : (

Nape ek...hari ni rase cm sad lak pagi pagi ni... huhu..ntah la..aku pon tak fham diri aku kadank kadank..
But, since aku aktif blog ni, aku rse cm ade tmpat nk luah kan perasaan..da cm diari aku lak aku uat kan...
Hemm, nape rini hati aku rse cm kosong ek... cm ade yang tak kena..ape yang tak kena sebenarnye? aku pon tak taw la.. tak pe juz hop aku akan okie je blek.. tak mo la sad sad k, hati ku... jom kte brgembire cm saluu...
ha, bru teringat..yesterday kan ade la guy ni add aku kat fb..hmm, yang plik nye aku la kawan pertame yang dye add, so aku pon tak approve, coz agak mtakotkan ... tapi then this morning aku ngat nk tgok lau dye da ade kawan kawan yang len, tapi yang plik nye, dye da cancel request kot, coz aku da tak pat cari ..plik kan...ntah spe la tu..sib bek aku tak approve dulu..haha...
hemm, smlm gle la banyak keje...kadank kadank aku tak saba nk ade keje len, nk sangat benti kat sni! huhu

to ALL G U Y : )

This is just my opinion la kan... :) i was thinking that if a guy hurt me, tak ksah la dye uat ape pong, lying ke coming up late ke, didn't call me ke..all of this i can forgive as long as the guy apologize to me in appropriate way la kan..hehe..bagi coklat ke, ala call apologize ckp sweet ke da la .. :) i think in the beginning of the relationship is very important to know if the guy is really suits with me.. but sometime guy only show effort in the beginning but later, hmm only gurl are doing effort to continue the relationship..haha..mayb i had a different experience.. :p

but it is okie, im looking 4ward to know who is going to be my future bf..but not in this nearer time..because i don't think i can accept a new guy right now.. :) huhu..  

It is okay to hurt me sometime,

but it is not okay if u ignore it......

but if u unfaithful then GOODBYE 4ever.. :)

Tak Ade Keje :D

Tbe tbe kat radio ni kua lagu pernah kah kau merasa hati mu hampa? ... hehe

tapi tak taw tajuk dye pe.. huhu.. tak pela... aku pernah je rase..mcm mcm rase hampa aku rse...

contoh nye cm skunk, rse hampa n kosong coz tak pat perfect job aku lagi..sad je :(

ntah ble leh pat keje yang tol tol aku rse ikhlas n appy je berkerja..adugaiii

tuka tajuk nk appy appy lakk...lapa la..jap g tngah hari nk kua makan la..tonite nk g mek gamba..gmba da bes...ha banyak taw modal nk crik keje ni..huhu, kene mek gamba, t nk g interview kene kua kan duit tok tambank sume..kire kire sekali kua je kne sdia kan lam rm 50 ..huhu...eh lpe lak nk gmbre..hehe..

Ni la Kevin Zegers (plakon lam vid big bang) 

Arghhh...cute nye!

lastly, korank! kene denga lagu ni... the big bang.. by rock mafia...bez gle..haha..aku ske muzikk dye..

try la utube..vid dye syokk... 

Interview L A G I : (

On this monday i have to attend one more interview after my failure to do the interview that i have been told in this blog ...y? hehe..because i don't want to work until 2 am.. because i don't have any transport..n if i have my own transport then there shouldn't be any prob... i don't really care the working hours after all, i don't really need the time right now because i just want to work work work n have a blast salary :P hehe..isn't that what everyone looking 4 rite.. :)

msti korank tertanya tanya poyo je dak ni nk tulis lam bi la knon..bukan cm tu taw..the reason im writing in english because the interview that i want to attend this monday, will require me to speak only in english, n i must be fluent! huhu... cm ne ni ek..aku ni mampu ke.. adugai :(

i really hop 4 da bez...because lately i haven't have the best luck in me or my life and my carrier ..its so frustrating u know, to go to an interview and knowing that u didn't make it..huhu..

YA ALLAH, berkati la aku...

shhh... :)

Jangan bgtaw spe spe taw...haha poyo je kan :p

aku nk pontenk senin t coz nk g tmuduga..nk mek cuti ritu bru mek cuti coz nk g tgok ank abg aku...

ha aku bru pat ank buah bru..name dye Arryan Syahir..now aku da de 4 ank buah..

Acha, Wawa,Arryan, now latest Syahir..huhu..embun pon tak kan mampu :p

Nk Tulis ni je la kot..aku nga menhitung waktu nk blek ni..huhu..nga tak de keje, ade g sbnarnya tapi malas lak..huhu..bosan kot keje sni..

Time aku nga tulis blog ni, im listening to Silly Boy..Rihanna feat Lady gaga..tapi dorank ni bukan penyanyi asal lagu ni..huhu

Abg ipa aku msuk spital, tak taw rini leh kua ke tak..

tapi rini de ari keluarga kat uma nenek, tak taw la nk g ke tak..lau g da tntu la tak pat rez..huhu..aku lak da lme tak rez niii...hmm...

actly, rse bsalah coz nk pntenk keje t, but i cant c there is another way :(

sory la bos...jgn marah ekkkk...kuang kuang kuang :p

tata ..

Pening!

Fuh, tadi bos aku bru je kua..cm bese dye tinggal kan keje..then aku pon pning coz aku da uat, tapi aku tak taw btol ke tak..hehe..senin t aku nk g inteview tok customer service, beter ke ek dari sini..sini bukan tak bez juz sorank sorank...leh gle aku lme lme cm ni kan..huhu..so aku da decide nk tuka keje...bole ke aku ni..haha..tak pe la, pe slah nye menimba pengalaman g bermacam macam inteview :p

mule mule kne carik keje len dulu kan..huhu..ni la yang aku nga uat..so, wish me gudluck ek :)

Virgo..

Tadi aku nmpak lam FB aku try la..aku rse cm agak btol la ngan karakte aku :p

huhu..so aku nk share kat sni..kat FB pon aku tak share..tak taw la rse cm tak private lak..pape ntah kan, kat sni nk lak post..myb aku rse kat sni cm diary je kot..huhu..

B A C E L A : )

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